I hate my brother? So bad?

I hate my brother ad he has autism and I am 10 and he is 15 and so my brother gust got home from school and This is WAT e do he ses I mom goin to play my xbox and my brother got the xbox 2yrs ago and he can stay home I am a golfer so I go to the range and he stays home all day playing the xbox and I get so angry at him we all ways use to play to gethor and now he is fat from play the xbox the last time e was outside was was 1yr ago so ya and have to go to is 20mins soccer game and this WAT I say to my mom no I am done with him so my mom is foreign me to go and Te last he was at y golf stuff was 3yrs ago u don't think I fell lonely how do i bond with my bro he is a birch to me all I ear all the time is no no NO pls help